Oh What do we do in the Summertime?

Oh what do we do in the Summetime? 

First, we miss these boys....terribly. Get ready...I'm about to spill my guts....right now....so hold your breathe...just for about..oh maybe 30 to 40 seconds. Go. These boys are so freaking cute! Like look at them! Okay so I'm 19...and I am so driven to go to school...and I need to date lots of more men...to figure out what I want....but these baby boys are perfect and make me want to drop out of school and get married and have babies. That is what I think I want. Right now...I want to be an awesome mom...like my sisters and my mom...and I want to stop the dating game...and be married and have a house...and settle....and a dog. 

Okay now I'm going to go back and pretend that I really need an education and I don't need a man to complete me...truthfully it all just scares me. I still have 5 seconds....loving these boys is just a glimpse of how I'll love my own kids...and these boys make my heart ache. These are the only boys that make my heart ache...for now. 

Times up! What else do we do in the summer time?

 

We also go swimming spur of the moment...and maybe just go in our sports bras...and soak up the sun....and get a tan..

 Then of course we lounge...lots and lots of lounging.

 We might even catch a fish. :)

Okay so how is the summer really going? I'm going back to spilling my guts...I might need a little more time this time. So work is going well. Lots of work that tires me out a bit, but it's good for me. Being back in Vanderhoof has been a little bit of an adjustment. It's been different without many YSA or people just wanting to get to know you...so yes it's been a little lonely as far as social scene goes. BUT I have a freakin awesome mom, dad and little sister here. Oh and I have the Darby's :) (that's just for you Leah). I'll be forever grateful for phones and skype. Not only to skype those cute boys but so I can see other people as well! I've been skypeing Ellen, Erin, and Emilee. I have to say I miss having someone to just spill my guts too. I love my mom too much to put her through that.  Ellen is great for that...not that I don't love her...but she just gets it! I can whine and complain about just about anything and she will tell me exactly what I need to hear....no matter how silly or immature my problem is. She definitely has a gift for listening. 

I've also started working on losing some of the weight I gained at school...so running is a new outlet for me.

I just have to remind myself sometimes of how thankful I really am to be here in Vanderhoof! To be with my family and friends...and to know I have wonderful friends waiting for me back in Provo.

That is what we do in the summertime :)